"Would things be the way they are now if the person had told me about it earlier?"
"Is it REALLY ok that he/she just decided to tell me about it when there was like a gazillion chances before that?"
"Would he/she repeat it?"
Honestly? I don't know. It's complicated. It's confusing. And frustrating. Because the truth is, we wouldn't find the answer. No matter how long you think, ponder and wonder about it. How can you trust a person undeniably after something like that? The answer is still, yet unknown.
It's not like I'm planning or trying to dwell in the pool of uncertainty, doubt and betrayal. I just want to be sure that when I'm get over it, I really do get over it. They say time has the ability to heal. I guess I have no choice but to count on that.
Conclusion is...
I need time.
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