'Lying next to you, wishing I could disappear'
I never realized that you put that in your info up until just now. I felt....
Shocked, happy and somehow reassured.
And I was thinking about those nights. They were amazing. Undeniably.
But we shouldn't have to rely on that for us to be honest with each other. To be more accurate we CAN'T.
So I'll try to be more open and honest from now on. Why I didn't/don't? I'm scared. I guess I have trust issues too. You don't have to worry though.
It's not you. It's me. Oh by the way...
You make me happy. Don't ever leave.